Dating 101 and beyond??

Apr 21, 2012

     Really there should be a site for the dating rules book- OH YEA- I forgot there are no longer rules it's a take and give what you want world now. I wish I had rules to play by that would guide me through the MENTAL CRAZIES of dating. OK they said to talk to a counselor for reentry and dealing with history issues. I am and now fell even more confused at times !! I guess because without rules I have to FEEL my way through. I always did what was expected and still felt empty and did not say or do anything to rock the BOAT- I want something REAL this time for ME ( not the make believe step-ford type)!!!!!
     I got a CD by Kelly Clarkston( STRONGER) Nice music but the song calling to me most often is Darkside........can we really be accepted until we take someone there and they STAY? He saw my OLD pics and still likes me, no overly weird reactions to my diet style.Even after seeing me in a bathing suit with the ugly spots showing he has stayed . now to accept myself enough-          GOAL for the present LIKE MYSELF and explore ME.  

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