Enough is Enough!!!!

Feb 18, 2013

     Alright, Dear Lord above, as I have repeated many times: Enough is Enough! I a glad through all 46 years I have been alive, despite the medical opinion in my childhood that said I would die young. I have not always been happy - you never ever promised the rainbow until the end as a sign of hope. I  have overcome many things with your love and help. I gained weight until my body revolted when I called out and was given help through Medical science with gastric bypass to assist me in losing the weight. So ,in all these years I have overcome many obstacles CORRECT?! Well you won't give me more than I can handle, RIGHT?! please answer this prayer , can we quit the game right now ?! You obviously have more Faith in ME than I do as this moment.

    As I sit and type I am remembering all I have gone through with your assistance and I owe you many Thank You's and apologize  for my own choices and actions. I did the yearly Health stuff this year and now I am going to fight against Cancer? You are kidding ,are you not? One thing that is a great fear is the great CANCER deal ,now it is being  tossed at me. So I ramble on as always when in fear, anxiety and outright FEAR of the unknown that  I have no control over- Thank you for giving me a Man in Stevie that will support me and assist me through the issues. BUT,,, Really have a little less faith in my ability- I need a crisis break.

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