4 days to go.

May 09, 2010

4 more days until surgey. Hard to belive that the day is finally here. I can't wait. Have found it hard on Optifast with everyone else eating. I have had a couple of oz of pork the last couple of days. Just couldn't help it. It is so good and I am truly a meat eater.. But vow to be extra good the next few days until surgery. I will drink all my water and drink my shakes and no more food.
I can't wait till after surgery and no more appetite. That is the hardest to control, besides the mind. It really is a mind over matter thing. My mind won out on the pork issue but I did manage to keep it to a couple of oz instead of several. It have been really hard but I know after friday it will get better (I hope). Will get my mom to post friday night after my surgery for everyone. I do have a long distance angel, I will also call here to have everyone updated on my status.

I'm so excited and I just can't hide it. 4 days to a new life. WOOHOO!!!!!!!!

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