Thank you!

Jul 29, 2011

I would like to say thank you for all of the support everyone has given me.  It is so helpful to be able to blab away about things and have people understand the stress.  I appreciate it so much.  Having a venting place is so important.  It is also wonderful to have someplace where someone will always celebrate your victories too.  

U have been kind of a basket case lately.  I am trying so hard to hold it together.  I have my babes to think about.  I have some tough decisions to think over right now.  I am not willing to settle for less then the kids and I deserve.  I just have a lot of fears right now about what the future holds for us.

As far as the weight goes it is going great.  I have been doing fairly well on getting my protein in.  My vitamins are tough.  trying to remember to them 5x a day is a real bear.  I was down to 193# as of last week .  Tomorrow is my day to weigh myself again.  We shall see if the fluid retention/monthly curse adds anything to my scale.  I am down to a size 14 in clothes right now.  My friend gave me the cutest Jones of New York Sport denim skirt size 14.  It fits great!  I look in the mirror and am a little shocked still at what I see.  Sadly my boobs are gone.  Pretty much anyway.  Thank goodness for underwires.  lol  I need to be more diligent about going to the gym.  Walking and running are great but I am going to need to do some serious weight s to take these bat wings.  

Once again thank you to all for your support.  

Heather 

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