What AM I doing???

Feb 10, 2010

Well, I have not posted in, ummm....forever!!
Tonight we ordered pizza.  I don't understand how I can put away 4 slices of pizza, and not feel like I'm going to throw it right back up???  I wasn't drinking before or with dinner.  I know normally when I do drink something, food goes down much better and I can fit in a whole lot more, but tonight - no liquids.
The other, more frightening thing is - why did I not stop myself from eatting slice after slice.  So what, my pouch didn't say stop.  Why can I not get my brain to say STOP!!!!  I am feeling very bad, guilty, low......somewhat like I used to feel, pre-surgery. 
I need to stop this madness and get back on track - I have to before the weight starts piling back on again!!
I don't want to ever be where I was before!!  I need help!!

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