I try not to be negative...

Apr 28, 2011

So I have been very nervous about meeting with the surgeon today... Two reasons - one, he is hot as hell and two, well, I am scared.  The nervousness quickly went away while I was shopping this morning.  I have a dinner to go to tomorrow night and thought I would get something simple to wear - I haven't really bought anything since I know I won't be able to wear it soon anyway - and once again I was disappointed by the lack of selection in "plus" size clothing.  Bleh.  Stupid people are missing out on a whole bunch of money...
I found some old pics of myself from about 15 years ago - I was thin, even though back then I thought I was fat.  This might should so stupid but I cannot wait to have my face back.  I look in the mirror everyday and wonder where that girl is - I know I won't be exactly like this when I lose the weight... I mean I was 18 and now I am 33 but it would be nice to see that jaw line again, my neck and collar bone, and not have an overlap on my elbow... Wish me luck - surgeon in 1.5 hours... I hope it goes well!

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