November 12, 2005

I've looked at life from both sides now, from win and lose, and still somehow it's life's illusions I recall. I really don't know life at all...   ~Joni Mitchell

Good evening!

I wonder how people deal with anxiety. I am a ball of anxiety the past few days...I really cannot stand it. I am normally never anxious about anything. Or, even if I am a little anxious, I am able to supress it fairly effectively. The only good thing about it is...I am not able to eat while I am feeling like this. Okay...I am joking...there is nothing good about it. If anyone happens to read this in the next couple of days, drop me a note letting me know how you deal with anxiety. I am open to any suggestions!

I am meeting with my chosen surgeon this week. As I said before, this will be my second time meeting with him...the first time was over the summer. I liked him and his reputation certainly preceded him. I was so excited when I first made the appointment but, now, I don't know...I feel as though the wind is out of my sail. I am not sure what happened. Maybe just feeling blah this weekend. I think I will go listen to some upbeat music. Maybe the soundtrack from Chicago. I hope you are all having a wonderful weekend! 

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