3 Weeks Out

Jan 31, 2010

Tomorrow makes me 3 weeks out. The past 3 weeks gave me a lot to think about. Tomorrow is my first day back to work. The rumors have already started. I only told 3 people I was having surgery. One of the people I told called me and said the rumor was I had liposuction. I said if they think I have money to get lipo, okay. I will let people think whatever they want. I don't go around telling my business anyway so if anyone asks where I've been, I will throw  them an off the wall answer like Iraq or Haiti. They really don't care. Just want to see what I'm going to say. My tongue is pretty sharp so I'm sure I won't get too many questions. Just a lot of whispering. ANYWAY.......3 weeks of not eating what I want, thinking about how my eating will affect me in the long run, smelling all types of food and not being able to taste it, and protein shakes. My appetite is slowly coming back with a vengeance. I crave all kinds of carbs, sweets, and fried foods. This is a total mind freak. I did mix a sugar free pudding in with my protein shake. It made it so delicious. I'm trying to convince myself that I'm full after 2 boiled eggs. I have yet to feel full. Just satisfied. I'm down 17.5 pounds. My wii fit reminded me that I'm still 15 lbs heavier than I was this time last year. I still don't feel up to going anywhere. I'm in a slump and I don't know why. I sure hope this passes. Until the next time..........

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