K8cox
Worse than I even imagined
Sep 03, 2011
I am 5 days out now and finally able to type something. The first day after surgery in the hospital I thought everything was going ok I was up walking some and had a very small bruise on my largest hole. I was not taking much pain medicine because I cannot stand Oxycodone. Well they let me go home the day after surgery. I was glad to be home because my bed it much more comfortable however everything I could drink other than water was to sweet or salty for me. I am just now starting to get more proteins so hopefully I will feel better. But my entire stomach is one huge black and blue bruise that still hurts. My husband has been so understanding and helpful in everyway. I thank him so much. I am still not to the point that I don't regret it everyday. Everyday I say to myself why oh why did I do this to myself. And my husband says everyday you keep feeling better and better so eventually you will not regret your decision. It's not the food I miss it's the pain I hate right now. I think about all my friends that have had this surgery and had success and I know eventually I will be back to normal in feeling and that I will be losing weight. I have not stepped on the scale because I don't feel like I have lost anything and I don't want to disappoint myself. Today is our 17th wedding anniversary and I woke up to Red Roses so beautiful. I love my husband so much. Well gotta go lay down tired again.
