kder25
Surgery Eve
Feb 14, 2012
So here I am 12 hours from the time I need to be at the hospital. I am not really scared and kind of mellow given the surgery is tomorrow. For the last two days everyone keeps asking me if I am scared. I was when I first got the date but after reflection I am just excited. I know that I am doing what is right for me. I trust my surgeon and the bariatric center. I know if I continue without surgery that I will end up in an early grave from obesity complications. Although I am not scared I have been very emotional. Every person that wishes me good luck almost brings a tear to my eye. I think it is because I appreciate having so many people that care about me. You never know who is there for you until situations like this. I even went to see an old friend who I have always had bond that is unexplainable. We do not see each other often because he is in a relationship with a jealous person. He wished me well and I know he absolutely means it. I guess there more than friendship feelings there on my part. He was the one person I needed to see before tomorrow. Anyhow I have all my food supplies ready. I need to pack, take my before pics, and I will be all set. Next time I post I will be on the losers bench finally. Lots of Love!!!
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About Me
Potsdam, NY
Location
47.1
BMI
Surgery
02/15/2012
Surgery Date
Nov 10, 2011
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