Day 13 on OH

Dec 13, 2010

I am writing in red today to match my mood ...I am so stressed.  I should start by saying I am feeling good about my food/dieting.  I did eat a bit off-plan yesterday with all of mom's leftover party food.  But nothing horrible.  I still feel lighter and tighter and am excited to get on the scale tomorrow.  I am doing fabulous today.  I have only had 330 cals and have gotten in over 40 gr protein!  (breakfast and lunch complete, plus 16 oz H20). 
So, then, why the stress?  Because it is 12 days til Christmas, I have almost no shopping done, a mountain of bills and only $65 in the bank that has to last til Friday.  (food, gas, everything must come from that!) So then the check that I get Friday is the last one before Christmas.  I need to do so much with it!  In the meantime, I owe my mom $100 that I promised to pay back before Christmas :/.  I also owe my daughter's childcare about $150 and still have to come up w/$400 to pay off the Group Workshop Fee (for this surgery).  The $100 I owe mom is the deposit I made on the workshop.  That is why I am flipping out.  I have 3 wonderful daughters, and they deserve an amazing Christmas!  I am wracking my brain trying to think of ways to earn money...wish I had something valuable to sell.  Uggg...hope I can keep from stress-eating!!!!

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