Day 15 on OH

Dec 14, 2010

Things aren't much better today.  I am still doing fine on the eating.  All I have had today is my protien shake.  I need to get some water going now.  I went to my group workshop yesterday (which was great!) and then weighed in at the docs office (ok, I guess...lost 4 lbs this week).  But the group leader brought up the money I owe and mentioned that they can't set my date til I pay $400, so as I have exactly $10 to my name today, I guess my surgery won't be as soon as I had hoped.  This makes me so sad becuase I have such great momentum going right now, and I don't want a setback.  I am determined NOT to borrow money or ask for help.  I need to prove to myself that I can stand on my own, and if that means going without this week, then I will do just that.  My kids may be sad but they won't be sad for long, I do have a big suprise for Christmas (which Thank God is paid for already!)

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