kjstahl05
July 7, 2010
Jul 07, 2010
Today started out early, with my friend bringing her little guy over here. I watch him from time to time for her, but seriously, with my 3 and him, I'm so so tired at the end of the day. Being over weight just makes caring for an extra child that much more challenging.I've been doing alot of thinking and day dreaming about what life would/will be like with less of this weight that I'm carrying around. Think of the things I could do, the places I could go, and all the energy I would have for my kids plus extra kids!
I was kinda bummed this week because I saw an ad in our local paper for a drive-thru person at the local beer drive thru...the sad thing was I just asked earlier this week if they were hiring, they said no. Did she maybe tell me no because of my weight? Will I ever be able to get a job outside of the home at the weight I am? Talk about a slam to the self esteem.
Never the less, I am DETERMINED to achieve this goal and use this tool of GBS to make me a healthier person and then achieve the goal of a job outside of the home.
Take care and I hope that things will move along fast once the seminar happens!
