Koko10
Update! 1 lb lost
May 02, 2011
Well, I am trying to stay positive but I need prayer!!! I revved up my exercise (went for 2 power walks instead of regular walks) the end of last week so maybe that is where the 1 lb comes from that I finally lost, but I want to cry. I have 23 days until I have my hysterectomy. The MAIN reason that I had this surgery was to get life insurance before I had my hysterectomy. My insurance rep said I needed to be 190 lbs. With my eyes, it looks like I'm not going to make it, so I'm going to have to use God's eyes. So with God's eyes, I see myself at 190 lbs with life insurance being rolled into surgery about to have a hysterectomy and bladder lift. I see myself coming out of surgery with no problems and healing nicely. I see myself having energy to continue my journey and loosing more weight until I reach my goal of 140 lbs. I see myself healthy, active, and enjoying life with my family and friends. I see myself learning how to swim and me and my family going to swim with the dolphins. I see myself riding bikes with my family and laughing. I see myself at a amusement park with my children getting on any ride that they want to get on without worrying if I can fit in the seat or not. I see myself having more energy to enjoy a active sex life with my husband. I see myself as an attractive woman who is beautiful inside and outside, not just inside. One day, I'm going to look in the mirror and not see the "fat Mom"! Normally, I wouldn't share this, but I am going to put it all out here for God and everyone else to see. When that day happens, boy will I have a testimony for anyone who is going through their tests. LOL
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28.3
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02/01/2011
Surgery Date
Nov 08, 2010
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