Losing weight but still not looking great

Mar 15, 2010

  Well i've been at this since Dec (pre-op) and this past weekend took my kids and older sister to the Great wolf Lodge to celebrate me losing weight, my daughters 3rd birthday and to just have some fun with family ! Well.. all was good until the pictures came back. My older sister took a bunch of pics of me in my bathing suit. YUCK......... I guess  having lost weight and having folks constantly saying how "great" I look and how i'm "skinny minny" I was still shocked to see my fat ass in a picture - GROSS.
   I'm trying to put it behind me.........but I have to admit, it's bothering me more than you know !
            guess i'm whining......... since i'm the one responsible for all this huh ?  oh well.. just thinking out loud.......and trying to be honest about my frustration ! 
          

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