kzimmerman9
Month 10! @ GOAL!!!!!
Oct 21, 2010
Oh my theres so much to talk about! First off I have to let you all know! I am GOAL!!!!
150lbs!!! It puts me at a total loss of 134lbs!!! I can't believe I finally made it and it only took 10 months! I still want to lose about 10 more pounds to make me 140lbs! I not worried about it though, if it happens it happens! Now I have been on a personal roller coaster with my life! I left my husband al ittle over a month ago! I'm not going to bad mouth him or anything becuase I'm not like that. We are just two different people and I was just not happy! I never felt loved big or small! I felt like it was always one sided and I just got tired of it and one day I just left. He just watched me, didn't say anything just let me walk out the door. And til this day he has not asked me back. I think he knew it was over. I hate that I'm hurting him and I think that's why I stayed for so long... I don't like hurting anyone. My friends and family said but he's been hurting you for sooo long and its time to think about you...
I know this sounds crazy but I found someone... I am taking things very slow. He is completely different from Chris, which is awesome! He shows me how much he likes me. I'm really trying not to fall hard for this boy but its so hard! I've never felt this way about anyone in my life!!! He's prefect!!!
He's affectionate and not scared to show me his sensitive side!! He is a mans man! LOL He hunts, 4 wheels, skies, boats, and loves to hang out with his friends like it do! He's just what I'm looking for. He has a job and has his stuff together! I get butterflies just thinking about him or talking about him! I'm excited to see what happens in the future...Anyway thats my update! Hopefully I will be on here soon again!!!
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About Me
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24.1
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Surgery
12/09/2009
Surgery Date
Jun 21, 2009
Member Since
Before & After
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287lbs
138lbs
