laDeelila
Month 3 belated and crazyface!
May 02, 2013
I have been slacking on updating this profile. I really want to keep tabs for myself, but I have been so flippin busy!
So my stats and NSVs:
I am now at 218ish with a total loss of a whopping 69 pounds!
I feel at odds about this. I still have like 50 to go but I feel like I can tell when I put on some clothes but I feel the same as I did when I was 287. Its a weird feeling. I do see it but I don't feel it. I call shenanegans!
I squished my ass in some stretchy size 16 jeans. Love it, however I have been trying to look good in skinny jeans..... not so hot. A few more months maybe.
It's funny, when I get complimented from the people I hardly ever see, it boosts my confidence. When I hear "you are disappearing every single day, I get annoyed! I'm like yea dude, tomorrow I may come to work invisible. I know, I'm an asshole and it's nice but you obviously can't tell I lost that half a pound since yesterday lol.
I like going to this small studio gym even though it is kind of a far drive. It's a small studio that you don't have to worry about all the big dumb weight machines and the hundred people on the tread mill. The one machine is a bike that sits in the corner to use while waiting for a class or private session. We use our bodies.. like boot camp style and sometimes a box or ropes. It's pretty intense! I ended up buddying up with my dietician who is super cool and my age so we bonded over some sweat and grunts from pushing to get in those last dive bomber push ups!
I have a new surgery coming up that I am not happy about, but I know I will be fine. They found a urethral diverticulum and need to have reconstructive surgery. I'm dreading this completely! It totally fucks up my summer plans......which on a good note.....
I finally got into a competitive Nursing school. I start in Summer and will graduate in 2015 as an RN-BSN. I'm so ready to be done!
Anyway that is the crazyface shit that has been going on along with a friends engagement surprise and being single wooo it's a wild ride!
Here is a pic or 2:
