215...that's right baby! 85 pounds down!

Mar 30, 2010

Well gang I said the day my scale says 219 will be a day to celebrate but really my home scale is 5 pounds +heavier than the Doctor's scale so it said 219.1 which would make me 215...wait...214!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! Whoo hooo!!!  I don't even know the last time I have been in the 2-teens!!! Maybe right after high school? I was mostly 180s in high school then I gained some in college even though I didn't go away I was less active, got a car, had a steady boyfriend and we always went out eating so it packed on. 

But its been rough for me the past few months I have had a lot of vomiting episodes. My band is too tight at night and early in the morning but at 12 noon I can eat a whole turkey and cheese sandwich with chips and a drink. Because of that I have not had any more taken out since the last time. I am so close to the 100 pound mark I can taste it so I am suffering thru it out of fear of lack of self control.

But on the positive pro-active side I am back to Weight Watchers and I am  actually journaling and tracking my points again! Its amazing how much one can eat/ how many calories on can get in even with the band! So I am getting myself together. I really can't eat at night without bad reflux and I don't know if its allergies or what but my nose runs so I am taking claritin with my previcid on and off. The coughing at night is the worst so I try to eat by 5pm which is hard because of my workout schedule and life in general.

But I aint gonna lie....its a small price to pay for wear a size 14 dress again! *falling out* I had an event this weekend and have not seen most of these people since last year the looks and oohss and ahhhs were wonderful!!  The pictures really tell the story! Last year I was about a month and some weeks out of surgery and I had lost maybe 15-20 pounds but WOW this year I am unrecognizable! In fact people who have known me for years walked right by me without a hello  I had to stop them lol I felt good I feel good! So a lil reflux and coughing at night well I am over that! When I hit 100 I will have the other half of the 1/4 cc removed and hope that helps I jsut need to see 199.5 first! 

Aside from that all is well! Still no boyfriend or boo but I am being patient. I met another nice guy 2 weeks ago life is a  lil crazy b/c he just got a new job and irony or all ironies he knows the other guy I met in december who would never ask me out but when I asked what the deal was he said he was intrested but still we never went out! My friend suspects he had an on and off again girlfriend he was dealing with. Well out of the blue he called me this week and I suspect he told the new guy we met first...Ughhhhh the nerve! Considering we didn't go out or even speak that often before I told him peace. Men...they can be as petty as women. I am going to get to the bottom of it though becuase I like this new guy! He's a lot like me very busy with various organizations, educated (he's an attorney too), community service minded, funny...alll good things. The other guy was as well but there was some kid of dating disconnect there and well his loss. 

We will see what happens down the line though. Anyhow aside from that I am still working out hard with my trainer and its really the best money I have spent probably ever in life the results speak for themselves. I went on a massive shopping spree last week and got a bunch of new cuits that fit me lol everything I have is too big but that's a problem i don't mind having in the least bit!  I will check in soon I know I have been slacking! Hope you are all doing well!!     

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