This is my safe place...♥ it!

Apr 20, 2011

Thanks again for all your replies. You guys are so supportive and positive. This is what I need. I know men and women are wired differently, but OMG! I had to get this all out and a comment was made that I shouldn't aire certain things on the forum....Sorry but this is how I cope...I blog. This is my safe place and I know I am not alone here. Many go through divorce, abuse and have trouble in concieving. If you read some of those stories the fight over my boobs is nothing. I will get my inserts and save up for my boob job. It's nice to know Dr. Rey's prices are reasonable! Thanks for the information you guys!  Once I finish school and get my certificate I will be able to contribute to alot and still make myself happy. And yes, He heard $$$ and not what I said. My husband did apologize, but we aren't gonna talk about my boobs for a long while. The fustration of all my health problems has gotten to me. I have been dealing with so much pain that I haven't had a chance to deal with anythng else. Now that the dust is settling it just seems like I'm playing catch up with my emotions and issues. I'm missing my Jordan so much. My poor kitty. He was always the first to come and lick my face and make mama feel better. I'm now starting to deal with those emotions as well. I cried when he passed, but now I find myself looking for him. I know his ashes are on my mantel, but I can't help but catch a glimps of him out of the corner of my eye sometimes. 

I'm so glad to know that others go through the same and can talk me down and see the bigger picture and give me advice. I appreciate it more than you know. This is the way I can regain my sanity and hear words of kindness, acceptance and wisdom helps me so much. So thank you to all of you! [BIG HUGS] to you all!

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