Well first off I wanted to tell everyone Happy Turkey Day! I have a lot to be thankful for. My husband and my divorce was just finalized. I love the guy but I just don't know about him now days. I am now 145. WOW! That is all I can say. I never thought I would get down to this. I am still working out 5-6 days a week. I am trying to make sure and not have lose skin. I do think I need a breast aug though. I am getting misperportioned. I am really happy. I do find though when I go out now and people hit on me, I kind of get offended. I mean when I was 238 would they of hit on me? Anyways thats my story

Well today I decided to blog. I have started my weight loss and I am down 75 lbs in 4 1/2 months. I have continued to do my exercise and I love it. I love the way I feel, the way I look. I have found all of those parts that I hadn't seen in a while. Hipbone, Collar bone, Pelvic bone, Wrist bones are all appearing before my eyes. It is really nice. I recieved my divorce papers this last week so I will be changing that part of my life too. His loss. Now more than anything one of my new personal goals is to lose weight and lose weight just to piss him off. LOL I can't wait to get on the scale in a few months and the scale read 120! That is my final goal. I know what I will look like in my mind and all. Now if I can just get the professional part of my life figured out I just have to go from there. But who knows living day by day sometimes good things happen and it keeps things real. You never know who you will meet or where you will go.