Lisaslovinghands
The New Me.
Mar 24, 2011
My starting weight was 256lbs. Pants size 24 Tops 3X. Well I made it to were I wanted to be.My Doctor wanted me to weigh less.But in the end it was up to me. Once I put myself in a size 12 I was happy. I didn't want to be to small.But I did want to be able to go into a store and buy clothes that fit and didn't have xxx's for sizes. And now I have done that. I still see a fat woman when I look in the mirror. I'll always be a big girl. I still get upset when I hear others talking about fat people. But now someone will say you're not a fat girl, and I laugh and say "oh yes I am." I don't care what you see on the outside,I know that there is and always will be a fat girl on the inside. I know where I came from and that's a good thing because this way I will not forget what the fight was like or how long it took me to get to where I'm at. I must say I'm very happy with myself.I like the way I look and fill in my clothes.I no longer run from the camera, in fact I welcome it. LOL I also find myself looking into the mirror more. I also know that I need to work out more to tighten up some of this loose skin.I still don't know if I would do it again,but I can say that I'm happy with myself and in the end that is all that matters.I plan on posting more pictures after this weekend.So for everyone out there that is reading this remember in the end it is up to you not your family and friends.Because there were a lots people who didn't want me to do it. Remember you have to Love yourself before you can love someone else. Lisa
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About Me
Greenville, NC
Location
30.7
BMI
Surgery
09/09/2009
Surgery Date
May 09, 2009
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