Lynette1962

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Father's day...2012 = reaching my goal weight of 145

Honestly I thought I would be more excited but as the scale read 145 it was more like "finally"....and I wonder how much more I will lose?

Perhaps that is a good thing...it's not the end of a diet mentality like I have had in the past where I have gone out and eaten everything in sight to celebrate....and the weight gain road returned the minute I hit the victory lap. I can't do that now....my new tummy won't allow that.

But I do feel empty emotionally....like the journey has ended...

-This is new and strange terrority for me
- I have only maintained my weight loss once and for only 1 year (a 50 pound weight loss prior to getting pregnant  and that was over 19 years ago). 
- I am questioning if I want to lose more, if so, how much? 

What now ??????????????