June 2011

Jun 23, 2011

Hello again,

     Well here I go .... I have not done anything since the last blog... about my weight. Things with Marc and I were getting better. We took a job at the Boston Cape Cod KOA in Middleboro Ma. We still need to get to NH to clean out the storage .. if for no other reason than to save money. Well I had been told that he used to hit J (the ex) but he had never done anything to me.. I said Had. Well June 9th that all changed.. and I have pics of the bruises to prove it. He went crazy and just started to push me and shove me and he didnt use a fist he used and open hand. If he had used a fist I dont know what would have happened. The dog kept growling at him but he's afraid of him too. No I am not leaving  not now.. I TOLD HIM IF IT HAPPENED AGAIN I WOULD CALL THE COPS AND PRESS CHARGES     I WILL. If my kids knew they would hurt him !!!  I always told people that there is no good reason to stay with someone who does that to you.. I guess it is easier to say than to do!!!  It was because he made a comment about me talking to someone on his FB which was not true ... his people are not on my list...and we got into a yelling match about J and B (the ex and the other one). he jumped off the bed and came at me. We live in an RV so I had no place to go. When I did get a chance i ran outside and tried to start the car and lock the doors at the same time but I couldn't. He had calmed down by then.. I really think he has a split personality.  He wanted me to come inside and I really didnt want to but he has been ok since then.. he told me not to tweek him and I said I could say their names if i so chose to... it they are out of his life then he would  not have gotten to po'd. Any ways I really need to lose 30 pounds .. I had so much self assurance when I met him and now its gone I NEED it back.  I got to go for now..

Til next time
Debbie

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