mcrowder
What will it be?
Sep 12, 2012
Well today is the day. I am meeting with my surgeon today to determine what the next step is. He wants to start out by removing my band then doing the RNY. I want him to do it all in one surgery. I prefer not to have to go through so many surgeries. I just want to get my life started with the RNY and get my life back. I am limited in so many ways now. I still have a fear of the surgery but I am not terrified anymore. I have done a lot of research and basically come to terms with the fact that if I want to be a normal size this is what I have to do. I can't wait to see the skinny self I have buried inside me under all the blubber.