not gonna do it

Aug 25, 2010

 yesterday was my 1 week post op visit. i told them i didn't want to see what i weigh. they looked at me perplexed because most people wanna know. they couldn't understand why i didn't wanna know. first of all i'm waiting for the bloating and the fluids to go down. i'm still healing. but the other thing is, i read alot of people talking about stalls as early as the first week and sometimes they last weeks to months. i don't want to become obsessed with it or get discouraged if i don't see the scale move. i'm happy just seeing how my body changes. maybe i'll weigh myself once a month? who knows. i'm gonna wait till my one month visit to weigh myself. i figure that way i'll get more bang for my buck. now after that i might say eff that and start weighing myself every week. but i don't want it to get to every day. mentally its better for me not to weigh myself a lot. i don't wanna obsess over numbers. as long as i'm seeing and feeling changes in my body, i'm happy.

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