bad news

Nov 05, 2010

 i didn't get the job. i told myself over and over again if i don't get it no biggie. i can just sleep in on monday. lol. but to be honest its hard not to be sad. because its rejection. also...i wasn't even gonna apply. but i did. i applied to just that one job. and by some miracle they actually called me in for an interview. so i thought it meant something. like it was lined up for me. but i guess not. kind of cruel to dangle something like that in my face just to take it away. the saddest part is i was feeling proud of myself and useful and like i was independent and contributing to the household. i had plans for that money. ahh but whatever. whatever.

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