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Mar 01, 2010

March 1

I hurried up and did all the things I was supposed to do:  psych eval, diet class (5 hours at once...whew!)  Now all I have is the silence of my phone while I wait.  I don't like waiting.  I want the 1st surgery of the day, so I'll be sleepy when I go in and won't have to wait during the day, wondering...  Silly, actually cuz I'm waiting and wondering now.  I wonder what I should bring to the hosp.  I heard that the jello is awful.  Maybe I will bring my own sugerless jello.  I don't really even like the jello brand sugerless...  how can something else be worse???  hmmmm....  complaining already?  No, just thinking.  I am 2 hours away from a support group.  THAT could turn into a problem.  I DON'T WANT TO FAIL THIS TIME!  I have enough failure to last 2 life times.

Ooooooooooooooo...  My surgeon's office just called.  My date will be the 8th or the 11th.  Depends on my insurance, Tri-Care.  One more wait and I will know.  :)

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