The work-weekend 5.

Jun 10, 2010

This morning the scale said "271.2", which is the lowest I've been in probably a year or so.  15 lbs down and on my way to meet Dr. Pecquex on Tuesday morning.  My concern is making sure I don't fluctuate and go over this weight over the weekend.  Resisting temptation to snack at work is a b*tch since that's all there is to do.  I've been good so far though and just need to stay on the right track!
On another note, I weigh myself about 436 times a day just to make sure I'm not "secretly" gaining weight.  Totally unhealthy, I know.  Mark even yelled at me to stop weighing myself because, "That's what leads to people getting eating disorders and sh*t!!!"...   he's got a point.  But I'm nervous that if I'm even over my presurgery goal weight by .4 lbs or something tiny, that I won't get to set a date.
The job is stressing me out.  My boss keeps saying that she wants me to push the surgery back until the end of August.  At what point do I keep pushing my life back for this social worker job that doesn't pay crap?  Not now... I've waited too long for this...but I DO need to keep my job.  Boo.
Seems like most of my problems revolve around work... maybe it's time (after surgery) to start looking for a new one? 

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