the real deal ~skin~

Apr 22, 2010

i think in clothes i look normal, then they come off and its not such a hot sight. first 5 pic are from today
april 22 2010,weighin 119,  the last 2 were for comparison from december 2009 weighing 141. i dont have any pre-op to show my fat belly since i would never take pictures like that pre-op but for comparison purposes i wish i had 1 or 2. i have lost 106 lbs since surgery and about 125 or so from my all time high weight. i knew my tummy didnt have a chance since i was obese for about 10 years plus had 4 pregnancies with babies weighing 8.4 lbs- 9.10 lbs. i would love some plastic surgery but it looks like it wont happen anytime soon and so im accepting myself for now. some days are good days and im amazed at the weight loss and that my skin isnt that bad, other days i feel super fat and like my saggy skin is the worst ever, so needless to say i go back and forth on my feelings about my post-op body. im still happy i had surgery though, i can hide the skin very well i think. the fat wasnt as easy to hide.
*posted some nudes in my before and after section, be warned or enjoy lol

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