BEEN A LONG TIME

Feb 07, 2012

Well lets see its been about lil over 3 years and my weight has not move much but then again my second child is 18 month now and I am AGAIN preggo due in May. At first I didnt gain much weight I started off at 185 before preggo and dropped down to 170 and came back up to 188 now. I have 3 more month before my "third" baby boy is here and I feel like I never had GB surgery...... I try to watch what I eat and try to just eat as I do baby or not but somedays are easier then other days.... with my second son they told me I my sugar was way below normal but when I did the sugar test with my third I was lil high so they have me coming back to do a 3 hour sugar test.....  I cant help but to feel that I am back to the way I was before I had surgery..... I feel like such a fool if that is the case.... I dont see my doc for a while but plan to go see him after the baby is born..... all i can do is to hope I am wrong and try to start all over again..... but if I am not wrong what do I do???
Im soo sooo sooooo lost right now..... I should be very happy and joyful planning a new baby and all but lately all I been feeling is depress.....

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