Anxious

Jun 21, 2010

I am starting to get really anxious. I have 17 more days. I have already watched every YouTube video and read every blog that I can find. I have made my list and checked it twice for stuff to take to the hospital and what I need when I get home. For a year that has flown by ridiculously quickly, now it is creeping. I am so ready to go ahead and have the surgery and start the first day of the rest of my life. I have set so many goals for myself. I want to run a 5k within a year and I already bough some clothes in a size large that is motivational clothing. I have waited so long for this opportunity I just can't screw it up, I won't let myself. My whole family is skinny and I have always been secretly jealous while being supremely confident on the outside. My family has a LOT of health problems on my mom's and dad's side so I am also hoping this is my opportunity to avoid some of those diseases. Right now I am pretty young and pretty healthy so I can't wait to look the way I feel. Come on July 9th.

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