only 63 sleeps......

Mar 01, 2012

but that's only for my one-on-one.  boooo.  Now that my fun winter stuff is all over (Cuba trip), I just want this ball to roll.  I guess I should be grateful to be as close as I am but the closer it gets, the harder it is to fill my thoughts about other stuff. I HATE food journalling and I know that we are supposed to do it after surgery as well but it is something I just dread - don't know why.

Not to sound whiney, but honestly I wish I could have forgone the trip and had an appointment instead.  The trip was a gift though and for a milestone birthday for my husband so I was kinda cornered (and let's face it, it was a hot holday, not jail) but I wish I could have taken the date Andrea had available during that time, instead of MAY 3RD!!!  I fear I pissed her off by saying I couldn't make that day.........yikes.

I did try and see if I could arrange either and appt with Laura (the NUT) or psych eval. to coincide with the May 3rd appt but Andrea didn't even bat an eye with "no, not possible"  I understand that you have to pass the one-on-one hurdle before you can be referred on but jeezzz, maybe a suggestion to put our heads together and come up with some dates (since it's so far off that there should be some openings to "coordinate" these things - isn't that her job???  I only criticize because I have done that kind of job exactly and know that things could be handled a little more efficiently - but I feel pushy making suggestions to her and I fear this could work against me....... you never know.

Least my wait is not as long as my daughter's, she's looking at 3-5 years.  i am going to see if there is anyway I can work this into my mortage and get her done in Mexico next winter.   I should be done by then and will be able to mentor her.  Also she is an incredible sucky baby for Dr. stuff so hopefully she'll see how well I did and not be so freaked out. 

all for now,

NGD

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