Anxiety

Nov 22, 2009

Well, it has finally happened.  The anxiety is starting to set in.  Here I am, eight days from my surgery and I am finally starting to get nervous.  I think it is more money anxiety than the actual surgery.  I will be off a minimum of four weeks and even though I have leave to cover it, I am scared about making bills.  Sometimes I wonder if I am really scared about the surgery and I am using my money woes to cover it.  Oh, well, I have been in worse straits and I will make it.  I have friends and family to support me and when I loose the weight, I will be able to work more and make back what I need to.  Thanks for the vent.

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