Cravings and Ramblings

Feb 23, 2011

Talk about attack of the cravings!  Sunday night i found myself at 7:30 pm making chocolate chip cookies because I just needed them.  I had one, and then one more, then 10 min later felt so guilty that I failed and ended up beating myself up the rest of the night.  Why do I do that?  Eat things I shouldn't and when I do make a human mistake kick my own ass about it.  Maybe because I recognize I do this, it is a good thing.  I've come to the realization that I can't even have chocolate chips in the house, let alone any sweets.  Will I forever have to make due with SF pudding and jello?  I should just resign to this I know but what fun is life without indulging just a bite here and there?  It was the bite here and there that got me in trouble in the first place.  Just do what you're supposed to do!! 
Looking forward to going to the grocery store today.  Sometime looking at the food is even more fun that eating it.  I could spend hours comparing one label over another, crossing things off my list, keeping my budget.  The budget is what kinda kills me.  Feels like i spend more on food now with the protein powders and snack bars, fresh veg and lean meat but honestly when  things are divided up into my portions for lunch and stuff... It probably evens out. 

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