Been Awhile

Mar 13, 2012

Ok all I am sorry but I have been extremely busy. I hit a stall big time between January and this month only lost 6 pounds BUT that is fine. I am not sweating it as much as I thought I would. My hair has finally slowed down in thinning out and for that I am so happy. I only have 38 pounds to get to goal and if someone had told me a year ago I would be fitting in size 10/12s I would have laughed at them. I actually cried when I got into a medium top and said WOW then burst into tears. I have not been this size since 9th grade and that was several years ago. 9th grade is where I blew up and got big. I say I wish my parents could see me now but I know that they do.
My hubby is thrilled. He took me shopping this past Saturday but got irritated with me that I kept heading for the plus sizes. He kept telling me to get out of there. He finally got tired of saying it and took me to a store that doesnt go above 12s. LOL I got some new shirts, jeans, dresses, bras, and a few pieces of jewelry. It was so weird though. I felt like i was still a large girl and was in the mind set I wouldnt find anything in the last two stores we went into but I found quite a few things. Weirdest part was getting measured for new bras. I kept telling the girl i knew what my size was (originally it was a ddd or low E cup) and when she measured me it was 36d. UH say WHAT? that is a drop. LOL.
I know I do not have the head hunger beat and may never have it beat BUT I have made the choice to do this and I am sticking to it. When I get a craving I suck on ice. Ice has become my friend, my very best friend. I am not struggling with protein or liquid intake now. After they took care of stricture number TWO I was able to do what I had to do. I am still doing a protein drink ro two a day IF I havent gotten my amount in that is my normal, but i figure that is a good thing. I am very consciencious of what I am putting in my body these days and I can tell the different. My energy levels are through the roof and I am actually doing things for me.

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