Somethin to think about....

Feb 20, 2010

So I've really been thinkin the past couple of days about this 6 month thing.  Since talkin to my Dr I have come to the conclusion that he's right.  And, GOD knows what his children need, so if Im meant to have it I will and it will be worth the wait.  Im gonna take this time to not only get my self in better mental/physical shape...but also spritually.  I LOVE my GOD like i love none other.  Above my children, my spouse and myself. Now, I dont usually get "all religious" cause I dont wanna push my views on anyone...but theres times I just have to shout it from the rooftops n give credit where it's due.  I just wanna thank GOD for giving me this tool that could change my life.  Just the fact that a sugery like this exsists is a miracle to many.  Some of us wonder why we have to be the "fat" ones and why we have to go thru the struggles we do.  But, quite honestly, I'd rather be morbidly obese than suffering from cancer while my babies watch me waste away to nothing.  Not that it couldnt ever happen, but at this point in my life praise Lord its not.  I guess what Im sayin is we all have strife n sorrow in this life...its how you face it.  Are you gonna sit back and be all poor me? Or are you gonna get off your butt and take advantage of the tools GOD has made available to you? We are strong women and have been chosen to go through the things we have because GOD has that much faith in us that we can overcome.  GOD is Love.    

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