Ready For Fall

Aug 06, 2010

Man, has it been hot or what????   I am soooo ready for summer to be over.  We go on vacation August the 20th and I can hardly wait.  I need this vacation.  Work has been very stressful but I must say I have been so proud of myself when I stop to think that I don't turn to food to console me or ease my stress any longer.  That amazes me when I think about it because food comforted me for so many years of my life.  Now I exercise, read a book, visit friends...whatever.  But, I don't go raid the kitchen! Boy can I speed walk when I am pissed off!!!   LOL....
I finally figured out that when I eat because I am stressed not only is the stress not healthy for me but then I was punishing myself by overeating with whatever I could shove in my mouth to comfort myself temporarily.  Then I would be pissed and stressed about how much weight I was putting on.  Absolutely a vicious circle indeed!!!  Thank God that my VSG surgery. reprogramming the way I think about food and all the kind people here at OH who encouraged me over the past 2 years has enabled me to no longer be a slave to food.  I eat to live rather than living to eat!!!  
Hope all of you have had a great summer.  Mine has been a little boring but I had some fun in the sun here and there.  Just didn't get to go to the lake as often as I would have liked.  But now I am just ready for vacation and then for this heat to be over!!!  At least the heat doesn't make me ill the way it did when I was so overweight. And I actually enjoy wearing my summer clothes now. That's a blessing! 

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Blanchard, OK
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06/16/2008
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