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on May 28, 2007 4:56 am
It's 7 days until surgery and I wish it were today! The liquid/semi solid diet is the worst. I have cheated every day! The second day was the last day of school, and the pencil partner gave us lunch. I ate the meat and a few of the chips. Did alright on day three, but day four, yesterday I blew it. The DH wanted ribs so I made ribs for him and the son. They smelled heavenly! I tasted them - no sauce - and kept tasting them! That and a hot haard boiled egg! Not disasterous but still cheating. If I cheat now will I cheat after surgery too? God I hope not. I have been praying for guidance and on the days that I truely concentrate on not cheating I don't. Anyway, it's now day five!!! I am not nervous about surgery, just anxious. I want to get it over with so I can start loosing. The DH is so supportive and so is my family, so I am good to go there. My friends at school have been wonderful. Well It's time to go.
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