What is wrong with me? Scared? Excited?Both?

Apr 07, 2010

Wow, I was just reading a few blogs from other OH friends who just had their surgery.  Pain, Pain, Pain, Pain, and more Pain! This is the one thing they are all saying.  This makes me scared, scared, scared, scared, and more scared However; I'm going to pray harder than I ever have before.  I know I will get through this, just don't know exactly what to expect.

I don't know what's wrong with me.  I've wanted this surgery for so long and now it's finally going to happen and I'm turning chicken.  I'm not going to back out!!  Did anyone else feel this way? Or am I turning into a wimp

Oh well, whatever it is I'm going through will pass
Only 20 more days then it's my turn

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