Silly frustration and self talk...

Nov 02, 2012

I finally figured out how to update my weight and things on this site....I made the little ticker that tells me how far I have come and how far to go etc...Starting at 440 lbs Feb 2011 after being in bed nearly three years and finally having major health issues addressed and getting my bipap machine...I did manage to get down to 278 (162 lbs lost) by early this summer on my own just working at it walking, eating healthy and just having my health back and being out of bed...I knew the weight loss had stalled for a couple of months and once I decided to have the surgery for sure I ate like I would not eat again having rich things I would not again be able to enjoy....I also blew out my knee and was not nearly as active these things combined and I managed to put back on 25+ lbs. The week I started Opti I was back over the 300 mark at 305.8.....Now one week in I am sitting at 293 happily below the 3s but still my total loss is now only 147 :( I know this is huge but it is not the 162 lbs lost I had before...I am sick of 10 steps forward and 5 steps back or in this case 15 lbs backwards total! I am not going to go backwards again! This is why I am having this surgery damn it! 

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