Struggles

Jul 15, 2011

My weight stopped like a freight train and now it is like I have never had surgery.  I eat too much and the gain in right away.  I am up from my lowest at 117 to now 124.  Doesnt seem like much?  Well, my work uniform pants are tight and it is a gain.
I signed up with Sparkpeople and have begun to track everything I put in my mouth.  All of these months never counting calories, just concerned that I was getting my protein and water in, that fun has stopped and now I am here. 
This journey has not been ez from the get go.  I struggled to get my surgery, then I struggled after surgery, then I struggle with my liver enzymes, with a hernia too.  Now, I struggle with my weight.  Yet again.  I use this tool, but it is not a magical tool.  One day the ez princess with flash her magic wand and make everything ez-er for me, right?

One thing I do love is my size 6 levi slight jeans from HSN.  I feel like a little butterfly in them!

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