Why am I doing this?

Feb 06, 2011

Today is the day for my lapband removal.  Today is possibly the day that I will have a sleeve resection. I am nervous of course, but there is a voice asking me...."why?"  If losing weight is simple calories in and energy out...then why do I have such a hard time keeping the work that I've accomplished before off?

I hope today will not be my last day on earth.  I have my pet chickens, cats and family to look after.  I have alot of loose ends hanging and I need to, I want to, tie them up and put them away for good.

I should be happy that I do not have a drug, alcohol or sex problem, I have a food problem. I only need to lose 75 to 90 pounds and in reality that is not much at all.  It is only my fat armour.

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