One Week Down

Aug 31, 2011

I had my first post-op appointment yesterday and the first thing I learned was that I have to slow down still.  I tend to think I can do more than I truly can.  That aside, though, I lost 14 pounds!!  I began this journey at 338 and I am now down to 324!  For some that may not seem like much, but to me it is a mountain I have climbed over..and I am on my way down the other side. 
My main problem is trying to find some sort of nourishment while on this pureed part of the plan.  I tried actual baby food and I must apologize to my children for ever feeding it to them.. it is disgusting!  Whoever thought that tasted like bananas was obviously on some sort of drug.  But I have changed tactics and will be fine.  I get to 'enjoy' the pureed things for two weeks, then move on to soft foods..  at least that will include actual food..mashed potato, etc..  Personally, I would dearly love to eat something crunchy right about now and I wouldn't care very much what it was. 
I told my daughter this evening that I find it very interesting what we crave when we know we can have nothing...  for me, I was having a wild craving for breat and butter, of all things. That isn't even something I would normally eat much of, but there it is.  I am reminding myself every few moments of the goal and the reason for the journey and how very much I want my life back.  About that time, my other daughter texts me to remind me that I lost 14 POUNDS!!  It was absolutely perfect timing.  All these small depressive moments will come, but they will also go and I will survive and move onward and upward. 

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Salem, IL
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39.0
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Surgery
08/24/2011
Surgery Date
Jun 16, 2010
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