Theresa C.
Liquid Diet Day 6
Oct 07, 2012
Today has been a productive day for me.. I have been drinking better then yesterday and I did eat some jello today.. I have drank 4 protein shakes today.. I am feeling much better.. I did get out of the house today for a little bit so that done me some good.. I don't like to be cooped up.. I got my closet cleaned out today and got all my clothing hung up in the order I wanted them.. Dishes are done bedroom straighted up and already walked my 4 blocks.. I am very happy with everything today.. Since the 3rd I have lost a total of 33 lbs.. Yay I'm so excited.. I even got into a pair of jeans that I haven't been able to wear.. Yay... I now weigh 294 lbs.. I so excited about that.. I am very happy that I have been able to do this.. You know I got in to my blog today and was putting down my goals that I want to achieved and one of them is to make my daddy very proud of me.. I know he cares about me and that he loves me but I haven't ever felt like he was proud of me.. I want to be able to lose the weight that he has been telling me to do since I was a child.. I want him just to see me not fat anymore.. I have plenty of other goals that I want to achieve as well like being able to wear one of Jason's (boyfriend) shirts to bed when he isn't here with me.. I want to be able to do things with my family and friends like walk around the mall and not have to stop all the time or even walk in the park with the kids or even sit down on the grass and not have to get up like I was just crawling.. I want to be able to lose the weight and show my brothers I am not a damn whale or a basketball or the hunchback.. I want to be able if it was to ever happen again to get married and have my nephew NOT sing his song of here comes the bride all fat and wide.. I want to be able to love the person I am on the outside.. I don't want to just have a smile and I want to be able to have a smile and mean it.. So I have so many goals that I want to get done with this surgery.. Mostly I want to be healthy.. Jason came over today and took my measurements so I can start keeping track of them and see how much I am losing besides just the weight.. He also took before pictures of me.. When I looked at them from every angle I just started to cry.. I was so disgusted with myself for looking like that.. Sometimes I wonder how Jason could love me the way he does.. I am very grateful that he is in my life and is so supportive.. When he told the surgeon that he wasn't going anywhere he sure did mean it.. I'm so happy I have found the man I want to spend my life with..
