Happy 3 Weeks to me

Apr 19, 2011

I went to my moms last night for passover... set tables, cooked foods, served cleaned up and after all was done I sat and ate my 2oz tuna.. My brother the prince that he is was saying slow down don't eat all that at once... what a fucktard I swear the man is 38 ya think he's have a little support no I get made fun of.  But I was the bigger person... ( actually not )  I was proud of myself I did for my parents. made their night easier.  I was pleased with my compliments , my other brother was nice quite surprised haven't seen him since day after my surgery... My cousin was like holy hell where did you go??  tickled me so.. his wife was like wow your doing great make sure you stay away from bread... the ditz... I was like um sure....I felt like a slug for not going to the gym... the weather wa crappy I couldnt even walk at track.. Today I am going to the gym with a friend I think I will warm up on evil eliptical and do circuit... then of course Tan... 

I am   a little pissed off at myself for not  bending  I have been "timid" so to speak about trying "new" foods..I am so afraid to fuck this up as I did before. I know there were issues that had nothing to do with me but seriously it was me who ultimately failed.  I am taking this slow. 1 day at a time. I have to remember this is the REST of my life. Not a moment but a lifetime. Today I want to try something new just not sure what this Tuna is getting old lol .  Thanks for listening yet again to a rant. I do love my OH support group

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03/30/2011
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Dec 05, 2010
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