Oh no!

Mar 24, 2011

So I am on the pre op fast, and have been doing great. I messed up tonight though! There I am cooking up a storm, for my family of coarse! When I find myself tasting things! Before I realalize what I was doing I had eaten like 10 spoon fulls of stuff. Crap! I thought, he's going to cancel my surgery! He's going to tell me I am not ready! Hahaha! All these things went through my head. I am sure it will be fine. But I have been watching myself so well I started to get into routine and forgot I was even fasting. Just goes to show the reminder hunger pains do go away after a bit and life continues as normal without food. I have been feeling as if I will never eat normal foods again! Like it's dooms day, and the chef in me says "all these flavors you love, you'll never taste again." I just have to keep reminding myself that things will be normal again, just in much much smaller portions! Anyone else feel this way? Also, are there any other chefs out there that have had or going to have this done? And how do you deal with needing to taste things before they get served?

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