Whoa!

Jan 12, 2012

Sorry it has been so long! I took on a second job! It has been great, I have been teaching a cooking class to some Senior Highers. Teaching them about alternitives to eating fast foods. I have been struggling because our famiy went on vacation to texas to see my in laws. I ate poorly there. Even though I didn't eat a lot, it wasn't the right choices. Now I am having a hard time getting back on track. Anyone else have this issue ever? I am so totally paranoid about putting my weight back on, yet I continue to make bad choices. I hope I can shake it! I am not eating as poorly as I did before surgery. No pop! Ever! I still eat meat and proteins first, but I am getting too many carbs in there, and eating way to much breads. Anyway, could use some support. Also I am having such a hard time figuring out if I should check into plastics. I am married, but so young. The way I look right now, my boobs, my stomach, and my thighs, I wouldn't be caught dead in a one peice! And thats all I want, is to feel good wearing a one peice. I feel a little disscouraged about coming all this way and still not feeling good about myself. How can I tell if what I have is fat, or loose skin?

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