December 11th 2009

Dec 11, 2009

I know it's been a while since I last posted on my blog, but just wanted to stopin & say hello to everyone. Times have been very rough for me & my family. A funny thing happened to me yesterday, as I was primping in the mirror, when I went to the bathrm at work, I was talking to my fiance about how stressed out I have been and I saw a GRAY HAIR!  OMG! Its starting. Then I found another one when I got home. This stress is killing me & It's ridiculous how bad the economy has gotten! I have been so stressed about so much {work, home, etc...) that it dawned on me. we probably won't even be able to celebrate Christmas for our children deeming we are struggling with so much financial difficulty! Also, we have been recently struggling to keep our home, due to my fiance' not being able to find stable employment ever since we bought our 1st home. Although, on the flip side, I have been able to maintain employment & I even was able to transfer positions in my job. So this year, we just can't seem to muster up any Holiday cheer.   We go to court in Jan. to see if they are going to set an auction date on our home. Today, we rcvd anotbher denial {3rd one, thus far) from our lender stating we don't qualify for Obama's HAMP plan. I can't understand how we don't qualify, when I am a single mom supporting 4 people in one home. Anyhow, it lead me on a journey of discovery. I started researching about the HAMP (Obama's plan for Making Homeownership Affordable) & my fiance & I realized, ,wait-a-minute, something doesn't seem right. With my recent discoveries, I have yet been able to provide this new info to my lawyer, but I hope it helps with defending our case against keeping our home.  My weight has been flucating with all the stress so I can't really say what my actual weight is, but I can say I currently fall between 151-155lbs. I am satisfied with my weight being this amount. I am still hopeful that one day I can get a TT, but if not I am very happy with my weight & hope I'm able to maintain this size for a long time. Well, I think I've said enough.

Peace, Love & Holiday Joy 4 everyone!
God Bless!!!

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