Washu
There's no time for emotions!
Oct 08, 2013
I went for an interview yesterday and was scheduled for a working interview Thursday this week. First time in so many interviews that I've gotten this far. Working interviews give me hope! I don't always shine in the interview and it gives me a chance to show that I know my business and I work fast. They called back in the afternoon yesterday and moved it to today.
I am so nervous this morning!
I'm following my normal routine. Supplements and breakfast - check. Time to start showering and getting pretty. I am due there at 9 - and will leave at 830 to give myself plenty of time. It takes maybe 15 minutes.
I pray I get this job. It's now been over a year since I started interviewing for positions. I haven't worked since 2007. Up until now I always felt very judged upon entering my interview because of my size. It wouldn't be easy as a bigger dental assistant - the rooms just don't have that much space to get around you know? So I'm sure this has been a factor. Now I am 98 lbs smaller. I feel good and can hold my body up and my posture is getting better. I know I can work chairside. The first interview I had at this lower weight - I was disappointed. I got a good vibe and waited for days for no call. This call came from no where. I had been really down the passed two weeks after not getting the other job - haven't sent out any new resumes. They call up on one I had sent out nearly a month ago and here I am.
I can hope and I will hope that I get this job. Christmas is coming and one of my daughters need braces. I have been taking her for the appointments and its been a waiting game while a few more teeth come in. I imagine they will be ready to band her teeth in the next six months and I really didn't have a clue as to how I was going to afford these payments. I needed a job and have been working so hard to find one. Let this be it!!!!
No nervous eating. I have water. I am not sure how long I will be there today. I don't want to even deal with trying to eat there today. I will drink water until I come home and deal with planning for my schedule later. I have no idea what my schedule will be because I agreed to be available for whatever they needed. I have to be. I need this job - I will work whenever! I will get it all figured out. I don't want to get ahead of myself. I get so excited about things before they are set in stone then fall like a stone when it doesn't happen. So I need to settle down and relax.
YEAH RIGHT.
