I'm selling my winter coats and fall jackets, size 3x, also some Old Navy shirts, a cute skirt, belt, prada purse!! and shoes

Please help me out, I have to fund my new clothing, somehow! The closet is getting empty!

http://shop.ebay.com/waterfall999/m.html?_dmd=1&_in_kw=1&_ipg=50&_sop=1&_rdc=1

Ebay userid: waterfall999

Good luck and thanks for looking!

198 baby!

losingtheshel.com

www.losingtheshel.com


I know I like to see updates on people's pages so here I am. I've good momentum going, after a 2.5 month long battle with random issues, I'm finally starting to feel 'normal" so I'm exercising more, and just feeling better in general. I can eat pretty much whatever I want, and I still struggle with cravings for crap I don't need, but regardless I eat less and better than I ever did. I still have a serious fear of all this stopping and regaining, I'm hoping my fear will keep my momentum going!

I'm learning to deal with my new very squishy, oddly shaped naked body, it doesn't bother me too much and I did anticipate it, I knew i would have a lot of skin and the weight loss would NOT be evenly distributed. I dont' knwo if my buddah belly will ever go away, but it is slowly shrinking, meanwhile, my arms are TINY, my ankles and feet have shrunk incredibly, and my face is thinning out like crazy!

I've added new pics here, as well on my other blog and there is a link to my snapfish, with all the pics.

I don't post here much, but I do read.

i started tracking my food again, and was surpised by the amount of protein I am getting, which is good! Still most days I don't get 1000 calories, others when I have crap I don't need it was more, but I think I need to eat more? 

Especially since I'm working out more, I'm shooting for an hour of cardio most days, along with weights, and pilates.

I had a slight knee injury, it's better now, but I must be careful and kinda baby it, I worry I may not be able to zumba as much I like. I had x-rays taken and they saw nothing major just arthritis, which doesn't surprise me. I know I have that, in my back too, but execise helps, and so does pilates.

So anyway, read my updated blog, and check my updated video, I may have to make a new one, I'm out of space.

and SOME day I will scan older pictures, so I can really compare, i'm pretty sure i was over 200lbs in junior high, if not close to it. I don't remember exactly when I went over 200lbs, but I don't remember being UNDER.


My weight loss journey

www.losingtheshel.com

So, I saw my mom and it was SeVERELY disappointing, she really had nothing to say, she didn't seem shocked at all and was pretty much more interested in what I was eating than how I looked, her only comment was, "you still have a belly, when will that go away" I almost wanted to say "F you" and get up and leave, and now she wants me to help pay for her new computer!  If they only knew how much money I DIDN'T freaking have?!?!?!?

So I'm down to 219, from a high of 347, whoopee, nobody at my dr's office ever gives me credit for the nearly 50lbs I lost before surgery, and if one more freaking person asks, "so how much have you lost?" I'm going to puke.

Maybe I'm just feeling cranky today, maybe I just need to get over it....maybe maybe maybe maybe.....

www.losingtheshel.com

I've been posting there about once a month.

In my last post here I mentioned how my BMI was in the 40's, down from 59! 

Well, it's 39, now!!!

Weird that's how many inches my waist is too. I can't remember being on 40"

The last few weeks, I've really changed, after about a 5 weeks stall, so it's time to stall again, I probably won't change for another few weeks. Just seems to be how my body is, but I don't know maybe that better?

About 6 weeks from my 6month mark and I'll be able to eat more veggies, I really haven't had many, I feel really limited by my food choices and I've made some recipes but some of them didn't turn out so well...

I'm seeing my mom for the first time next week since surgery, it's going to be dramatic, I can tell! It will be fun to surprise her tho!